
Poor little Ellie. Tuesday afternoon/evening Ellie became rather cranky and started to run a fever. After her dinner I took her temp and it was the highest her fever had ever been (102.8). After a series of phone calls to Dan - who had just started his first day at work
and was on call the first night on the job - we decided she needed to see a doctor. Only it was 6:00 in the evening already and we hadn't received our insurance cards yet so we had no proof of insurance. Thankfully none of that matters up at UK (University of Kentucky Health Systems, also where Dan works). I strap a bawly-scrawly Ellie in her car seat and off we go to the Twilight Clinic. At the check-in station, the nurse was very helpful and sympathetic about our insurance situation (surprise!). Apparently you can use the social if absolutely necessary. Since there wasn't a single soul in the waiting room, Ellie's name was called out before I even made it to my seat. How's that for service? Now, this is one of those times where I smile to myself and say "I know God." God is simply the only explanation for my, er... good fortune.
Ellie has never been a fan of the scale in the pediatricians office, and probably for good reason. - who on earth likes to get on the scale at the doctor's office anyway?? Especially when you have to do so naked! Well, this is about when she started screaming. And crying and crying and crying. The cries did not stop for the doctor, not for the nurse, not for the administration of sticky hot pink tylenol, and
especially not for several examinations of her ears. It was a lovely visit. Turns out she had an ear infection and we left with a prescription to have filled. Thank heaven it was only for a cheap antibiotic that qualified for the $4 plan! And considering my current proof of insurance dilemma, I smiled and said to myself, "I know God."
Off we went to the pharmacy that I picked at random and once we were inside, Ellie threw up all her cheese and grapes she had gobbled up during dinner. And guess what? Because I stopped at this random big-box pharmacy (and didn't go another 10 minutes down the road), everything went straight into the shopping cart cover and nowhere else. Not in the car, not on Ellie, and not on me! I thought to myself, "this is disgusting, but it could have been so much worse." I smiled again, "I know God."
We made it home without any problems and Ellie seemed to like her syringe of orange antibiotic. Still hated the dropper of the pink tylenol. More crying.
After I was convinced Ellie was fast asleep in her bed, I fixed myself some dinner. I sat at the table alone eating my oatmeal (it was what I wanted for some odd reason), and I was left with thoughts about the day. I am constantly amazed at God's provision for me. He took a situation that had potential to be horrendous (high fever, after 5pm doctor visits, puking in the store...) and made it as comfortable as possible. He knows right where I am these days. He knows how hard it is to be a mom - how much it takes out of you, yet how much you still want to give. He knows all my struggles, my feelings of incompetence, my over-thinking-ness, and my current physical isolation. So he took this crappy situation and made it smooth sailing, just for me.
(smile) I know God.
Talk soon,
Anna